Dumped Again!

So I've been dumped again by the government work.....this is not a good situation and heading into the holiday season this making me very worried indeed as I had all these financial goals that I feel I will not be met unless I find something soon! There is aspiring words that the winter season is a better month to find work and I'll stay optomistic about the whole situation for a couple of weeks but from prior incidents..I cannot afford to wait any longer and without the emotional support mechanisms I once had, I cannot stay here in Ottawa. I wish to stay for opportunities in furthering my skills sets but if there is no financial support here for me, then I must leave. I had so many plans in this coming year and this being a big surprise, I don't know what to say. The last few months have been upsetting and my once proud foundations are all but gone.

Its a sad note but one that must be expressed. Looking into the future, visiting distant family is something that has crossed my mind but the financial security still lingers if I can actually make that attempt.

Is there any opportunities left worth searching for here..http://ucdavismagazine.ucdavis.edu/issues/su07/graphics/FuturePower.jpg.Of course there is and the sulking will not help me but this is alot better then crying over the phone about nonsense. Onto tomorrow and bring on a brighter tomorrow. The sun will shine another day!!